i just realized that the things that i blog about are if not about the fandom, then it's about complains on how my life sucks...how negative.

...and this is a complaint, too

this week is looonngg. the air-conditioner is always freakin cold. i practically am working in a freezer. and it is like im working without actually doing any work. i come to the office, be bored, and go home. every single week. not even sure that this company is gonna survive from bancruptcy or not. most likely not. i should start thinking of ( Read more... )

i don't have anything that i'm really good at. nothing. not music, not sports, not even IT stuff. i'm so sad...

I got registered for the wrong subject, and I've missed a few of the classes already which are not many to begin with, and co-curriculum subjects are not the subjects where you're supposed to skip the class. The grades hugely depends on the attendance itself.  My jun icon is gone, i don't know where or if i even saved it in the virtual memory, and ( Read more... )

while i was ym-ing with susan, i just realize that it's frustrating not to be able to squeal freely over something that other people don't understand. sometimes, i feel like i want my friends to at least understand things that i really like, and be empathetic about it. it's tiring when i'm excited and no one is there to share the excitement with at ( Read more... )

After an agonizing more-or-less a couple of months trying to collect some money, we FINALLY GET OUR 'UNBREAKABLE' CD!!! I could be in comatose state happy now....XD

On the other hand, BACKSTREET BOYS' COMING TO MALAYSIA AND I CANT GO YET AGAIN~! *sobs*

This is the second time that I feel like I have the chance, but actually don't. I'm pissed just ( Read more... )

SFC's Class of 2003 are supposed to do a gathering-reunion sort of thing tomorrow, everybody's going - all those who i hvnt seen in a long long long time, and those who i've missed....and i cannot go.....now i'm depressed...now is 11.21 pm, and i'm all alone in this not so big house....so lonely na~....

funny thing happened to me yesterday. there's this girl in class who i've never talked to, suddenly being friendly to me, and asked me to sit next to her. you see, i would be flattered, if it's not for the fact that it was mid-term yesterday!

i was sitting behind her, rite? and then, she suddenly turned to me and asked me abt how much i've studied, ( Read more... )

Cynthia is dropping all her subjects this sem - and it's in the middle of semester, and almost our (supposedly) project dateline! Doshiyo??? One day we were talking excitedly abt doing a MM project of Jim Brickman, and the next she's dropping all subjects?? Doshiyo???

Okay, so, as i'm inspired by Honjani's Pet Photographing episode, i decided to do a lil pet photographing myself, starring my 5 not-as-cute-as-cat-models-but-cute-enuff kitties. But, i suck at lighting, and my kitties are a bunch of lazy bums, so they have no exciting actions that i can really capture. That's okay tho, cuz they're cute and i luv ( Read more... )